Wednesday, May 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 12:22 AM
today was so. so. so SUPER torturous every lesson passed like an eternity. i cant remember much except looking at the clock, either wishing the second hand will tick faster or thinking what we were doing at that time a couple of days ago. I MISS SHAKE I MISS SHAKE very very very very much. the feeling sucks. the feeling of being in the classroom and thinking wth am i going to do after school now that there's no dance. the feeling you get in tutorials and lectures and thinking wth am i doing here. and the very sinking feeling you get when you look around and see no dancers around :( i mean, i LOVE my class. just that today its kinda hard to not feel irritated at every single thing i see which is un-dance related. i think im going insane. everything suddenly seemed so dull, so boring, so unimportant, so meaningless, so insignificant it sucks.
and after school i couldnt stand it any longer, went to look for sharon jiayi helen and studied together. studying is not dancing, but at least its with the dancers, it helps alot to be together with people who share the same sentiments as you :D
then i just read jiayi's blog. and i was kinda enlightened, BUT okay maybe a few days more it will be better. YAY THERE IS ARTS FEST TMR, at least something to look forward to.
I REALLY REALLY LOVE MAD :)